I don't want to think too much about the future. I want to go step by step, and we'll see what's next.
No, I never envisioned the band lasting this long. But then again, I cant envision next week, even though I have a schedule.
You know, I stumble about what I'm going to do. I don't plan. I've never had ambitions.
I would never have thought, when I was in my 20s, that I would be 44 and single.
I have not the most definite designs on the future.
And I never ask what I'm doing the next day. I don't want to know what I'm doing tomorrow. It's much too overwhelming. So I just go day by day, without knowing.
I don't make plans anymore. So I'm not living minute to minute.
In the blink of an eye, something happens by chance - when you least expect it - sets you on a course that you never planned, into a future you never imagined.
Never in a million years would I have imagined that this is how my life would have ended up. I just thought I would be living in the States, doing a regular job.
I sometimes think about the life that my daughter will have with no mom. What does it mean to have a ghost mom? Not that I can do anything differently about it. But it's an inferior version of what we had planned, you know? This was not our top choice.
I just live life and I do not think about what will happen.
I don't really like to think too far into the future.
What I went into the acting business for was to have a certain amount of chaos in my life. I don't know what I'm doing next. It's exciting. That's the way I like it.
When I shall again write to you, or where I shall be tomorrow, I cannot tell.
There is no plan, no future laid out for any of us beyond what we make for ourselves.
People ask my mother whether she had any idea that I'd be CEO of a company some day, and she would say, 'Absolutely not. Totally out of the realm of possibility.' There was certainly nothing that would have been very predictable in my upbringing.
