Louisa Catherine Johnson Adams Quotes

... too emotionally strung out.

I do think there was a period there when my sanity was under intense pressure, and I didn't know what to say or do or how to act. I was literally living from day to day.

In my 15 minutes of fame around 'Diamonds and Dirt,' it was not a healthy time for me because of my insecurity.

Time flies when you're on an emotional roller coaster.

I am too sick to be out of bed, too crazy to sleep, and am surrounded by horrors.

There are days when I should be writing, and I am so tired that I can't. And the fatigue also affects my emotions, making me not even care about writing. There are days when I wake up so angry I can barely speak, and also days when I am so sad.

Well, I did know - but I just wanted the day to pass and the next day to come and then I wanted that one to pass. It was a horrible cycle. I felt so close to having to pack the game in.

Despair often breeds disease.

Sometimes I feel like there are just too many things weighing on my mind at once, and I can't control my thoughts or even my body at times.

I never will have peace of mind. I'm not constructed that way. Some things in life can be horrible.

I'd read things, like people criticizing me. But no one likes to read stuff about that, and probably the main thing that was getting to me was me mum's illness.

I'm overwhelmed by the pain in the world; I'm affected by the news very much, and adding that to my work was becoming a little bit too much.

Of course there are times when I think, 'I'd be better out of this.'

My nightmare is that I don't want to be OK.

The strips are nearly effortless unless I am really emotionally upset, a wreck.

Generally speaking, the anxiety will pass, which is easy for me to say when I'm not in the middle of an anxiety attack. When you're in the throes of one, it's hard to feel anything other than utter misery and terror.

I have a lot of bad days.

The times in my life when I've been my thinnest, I've been a walking psycho wreck. Forget the fact that I was basically starving myself; skinny was usually due to some kind of loss. Death. Rejection. Divorce.

The Kurt thing has burdened me so much.

My dark secrets are life threatening. Pockets of unhappiness set in aspic that build and build. I have this primitive feeling that if something good happens, it is going to be followed by something bad. There is always a price to pay.

Medically speaking, there is no such thing as a nervous breakdown. Which is very annoying to discover when you're right in the middle of one.

I was screaming constantly, on the set, in my room... everywhere.

I hate that word dysfunction.

I'm always on the verge of death in my head.

There's no point in lying saying I am doing really, really well because I'm not; I'm cult level.