Camille Kostek Quotes

I don't really know why I'm not thinner than I am.

I've always been the porky boy in my head.

I didn't think I was fat. I just thought I didn't need to gain any weight. But I would drop weight and then I would be comfortable with that number. Then I would lose more weight and that would become my new number.

If I look at the one thorn that is in my side, of all my life, it is my weight. I fret about it, I'm anxious about it, being an actor on television - it drives me insane. It just seems to be something that plays a central part in waking up in the morning and thinking, 'How am I with myself today?'

I absolutely didn't think, 'I am really fat, I must get thinner.'

I remember times putting on my shirt and having to tuck my stomach in because I didn't like the way it looked.

I don't like my physique at all.

I have obsessed about my weight in some sort of way all my life. I used to write in my journal what I weighed every day.

I am not too keen on my nose, I don't like my knees, I hate my ankles, I am unsure about my behind, I don't like my legs at all. I am not too sure about my chin, my forehead is a bit dodgy. But, overall, I can live with it.

I don't like my physique. Who does?

Some of my battles with weight have been very public. But most of them have been internal. Even at my thinnest, when my body was being praised, I wasn't happy with what I saw in the mirror or how I felt about myself.

I don't think it's good to constantly talk about your own weight and the fact that you look fat in jeans.

I'm not too secure about my looks. They can always change. I was heavy and overweight as a teenager, so it's hard to be cocky or egotistical.

For the first few years after I lost weight, I would feel for my hip bones every morning when I woke up so I would know I wasn't fat. It was like pinching myself so I'd know I wasn't dreaming.

I was fat, and that was awful because when you're young and sensitive, you think the world is over because you're fat.

My weight has fluctuated my whole life, and because I've been on television since I was 11 years old, everyone has seen it.

One of the biggest struggles of my life is my weight. My weight is always going up and down, and I'm always fighting that, and I think that no matter what I do, I'm never going to look good enough to everybody else.

I know what it feels like to struggle with your weight, and it makes me understand why women get attached to numbers on a scale or a dress size. It doesn't mean that I have gotten over all of it myself, because I have good days and bad days just like everyone else.

Being fat worked, and I think that was what was confusing for me for a long time in my career.

I don't want to be wondering about how skinny I am, wondering what I'm going to eat because I don't want to gain and I want to look hot and young, always and forever.

Growing up, I had an internal struggle with my body because I was really chubby. My sisters were younger, and they were all skinny and all cute. As a teen, I definitely had, like, an extra 30 pounds of weight.

I didn't think my face was beautiful. I guess I found a lot wrong with it.

My weight is this permanent topic that just doesn't fade away. Most days, I am fine with people talking about it. That doesn't bother me as much as how people use the fact to promote their own ventures.

I'll never get to my target size or weight.

I have seen actresses avoiding food out of fear that beauty would be lost.