The first time I went out under the spotlight, I was proper freaked out.
I grew up craving the spotlight, and once it happened, I immediately recoiled.
People have a hard time accepting when someone displays even the slightest amount of discomfort in the spotlight. You're supposed to soak up every bit of fame like it’s sunshine.
The thing about going back to El Paso, it's overwhelming sometimes. I look at the support that I get and the success that I've had, and I can't walk anywhere without being spotted. My hair might be the biggest crime in this situation.
I don't like being the center of attention.
I hate being on TV, hate dealing with media on TV. All that stuff, I don't like that.
Acting is half shame, half glory. Shame at exhibiting yourself, glory when you can forget yourself.
I didn't like being out in the limelight. I love performing, but that's it.
