I want to have children, but my friends scare me. One of my friends told me she was in labor for 36 hours. I don't even want to do anything that feels good for 36 hours.
Basically, men are afraid of women and can’t handle the fact that they came out of the same thing they spend the rest of their lives trying to get back into.
Having a child, that's always been my biggest fear. I want a child and I fear a child.
People come up to me... concerned... that I'll reproduce.
I can't even be around children. It's a problem. My ovaries start screaming.
I refuse to be held responsible for bringing back a wave of pasty-faced people into the world.
In fact I have nightmares about having children. I want to carry a baby and feel the life within me and in my dream, I do. But every time after it's born, there's this incredible fear, this pounding pulse of fear. It's a real bad nightmare.
